Lord, why do you seem so far from me? Have I moved from you?
I am tired Lord: tired of striving, tired of thinking, tired of analyzing, tired of fighting within. Can’t this life of faith just be easier; not so much to think about, feel about, wonder about all the time?
I serve You, but I question whether I serve or if it is You I serve at all. I love You, yet I question whether it is You I love or if I love at all. I praise You, but I question my motives. It seems as if I am never free to just live in freedom from some deeper thinking or questioning. Sometimes I feel like a mad man! Does any one else feel it too.
O God, hear my prayer; draw near to me, encourage me, deliver me from sin, bring me a deep satisfaction and joy in knowing You. Let me bask in Your love and learn of the delights of living in Your Loving Presence every moment. Let me live as a loving person because I live continually in Your Loving Presence.